Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I feel like this is important

Therefore I should write about it for posterity. You never know, but in 35 years, when I'm old and happy (hopefully), I would want to remember this feeling of owning a condo for the very first time in my life. If it wasn't for the darn cold I have, I would probably be out there celebrating somehow, and not under 2 blankets in my old rented place with a cup of tea in my hands.
But yes, I can tell this is important. And it's big. And I didn't understand half the papers I had to sign at the notary today. And I didn't even have to go to the bank or anything, everything was done between the notary and the bank. Even better. I guess I truly have no idea of what's going on. But luckily I live in a country that "works". Out of inertia, I guess, but whatever, it works, right? That's all that matters.
So, here it is, big world out there, this little one has just become an owner. And she's moving in 2 days, and she will survive this cold and this week from hell, and come out of it stronger. As always.

Friday, November 20, 2009

It's been a long time

Today I realized how long has it been since I haven't written anything here. Why? Probably because I don't want to share with the rest of the world what's going on in my life. Too embarrassed, perhaps. Even on the big world wide web, I am still afraid that people might not like me enough. Why? Why do I even care? I don't know, but I do.
I fear that people who might actually know me could come here and read my blog. Although, there wasn't even one comment here, ever.
So what's new in my life? Still working, thankfully, now a better (hopefully) job at the same company. Still going to school at night, just for the sake of it, or maybe just because I started something, and I am not a quitter. Still single, and more single than ever, because I want to be single just in case someone becomes available, even though he specifically told me that it'll never happen. But I'm like, "you never know, right?, never say never". Anyway.
I am moving into my own place in a couple of days and I am so looking forward to that, it's crazy. Dead tired from a week of hell at work and at school, and preparing for another one starting Monday.
I'm going to a party tomorrow night, the same close friends that are always up to a party, and now I am having a glass of champagne to get me into the mood for tomorrow. We're celebrating a good friend of ours, and she deserves the best.
Hopefully, it won't be another 5 months before I post something here. Maybe something else, more interesting, could happen, and I will HAVE to write about it.